April 29th, 2005


Not ok but better

I was going to write about how depressed I've been today but fortunately Hal and Sheri have been keeping me company tonite and improved my mood considerably. ^_^

I still need to write Thea and explain why I haven't contacted her for a couple weeks. I need the time and space, but feeling guilty about being absent doesn't help. Hopefully she'll understand.

For those who just skim for links, here's another. No relation to tlhinganhom.

And, oh gawd I hope this isn't true. Please tell me it isn't true!!

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    Evergreen from "Dracula, New Classic"

a brief reprise

I just awoke in one of the most confusing states I've had in a long time. I had to double check the time, date, year, even my name before I could even get this far. It was important that I had a few clocks did not run on AC power because I could be more sure something did not mess up every clock in the house, or perhaps the whole wrong. One of the first thoughts I had upon waking was that I was somehow lucky enough to avoid a case of global identity theft that started with, or was merely inclusive of an e-mail virus. It even seemed plausable that I was in a Matrix-like world where my own reality did not actually exist, which was actually a relief considering how depressed I've been lately. I almost hoped for it, or something similar as I very gradually woke up and began remembering when, where and who I actually was.

I'm still pretty groggy but I'm fairly certain what's going on now, and I'm just glad I have two more hours before I have to wake up and actually start doing stuff for the day.

Update: Ok, three hours and now I have to rush. I suppose losing the time was worth it to hear my snooze alarm and phone go off at exactly the same time.

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    groggy groggy