-James D. Nicoll
I found that quote tonite and quite like it. It sounds very much like something my friend Jon would come up with or at least commit to memory so he could throw it off at will. I still need to get him some Heino glasses before A-Cen. It'll be easier to get him to wear those than the white suit.
I stil haven't seen the friend I upset the other nite. If they don't show up tointe I'm going to write. This is bad. I don't know what's going on. I'm the type who, if there's an issue with someone, will try to resolve it as soon as possible. I can stay pretty calm when it comes to working things out and do my best to see their point of view and come to an understanding. I don't seen the point in storming off when it just prolongs the problem and bad feelings. The longer it goes on the worse I feel and the more I worry on (probably the wrong) reasons I'm being shunned. I may be Evil but I'm not a jerk. Well, I try not to be. So now I wait and will write to apologize again because it's late enough that I probably won't see them tonite.
Plus, I'm working Saturday morning again so tomorrow will be another day I'm out of contact and left to wonder how horrible I really am. The overtime is good, tho'. I'm budgeting to save for A-Cen this spring. Have I mentioned that enough yet? A-Cen, A-Cen, A-Cen!! Something to look forward to during those morning hours where I'm uncomfortably awake and time freezes still so the second hand of the clock moves as imperceptibly as the minute-hand.
Groceries tomorrow. I must be awake early enough to take care of that. I'm not out of food but I'm low enough that if I want to eat anything wholesome I have to work at it. I have a cupboard full of ramen that I've been uninterested in since I cut back on food after work and frozen pizza every day just isn't healthy (even if you cook it.) The only canned food left is either vegetables (which would go better with something else) or soup that will make me sick because it's so damn salty. I could probably survive on what I have already for a couple weeks but that would be too much like work and pretty boring. My grocery list is pretty long as I plan to try a couple new recipes in the near future, but if the trend continues, by next month I'll eat everything the day I get it and sleep until April.
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